name
` juffri jumaat

treasures
` his LIFE
` his timbuk2 bag
` his nokia n70

` his white lacoste
` his v10
` his girlfriend


crap
` empty wallet
` opponents
` challenges



Tuesday, September 9 -

after months and months of silence, i'm back!

i really dunno wat to do at the moment. really dunno. i got two books to b read but i dun feel like reading. my room needs to be cleaned but i'm too lazy to move my limbs. i was in facebook, multiply, friendster, ebay.. on msn.. n now i'm lost what to do.

been jobless for a week now. quitted the part time sales job. cant take it anymore. one of per wk is so not enough. plus the pay, compared to the the work load, isint worth it. the perks are that u can ask for staff purchase from the full timers and see girls everyday. dats all

its the fasting month and well.. fasting has been good. for two years fasting in the army, in aslc n n guards.. sum days cannot tahan due to heavy training sessions.

i'm in need of a job. a engineering position if possible.

i need to pay for my dslr camera
i need to take over the car bills etc. road tax, season parking, petrol
i need to chip in to the house bills
i need to pay for my handphone bills
i need to pay for the things dat i reserve in isetan
i need to buy gifts for my gf coz i like giving her gifts

fuck

i own an iphone dat i regret buying. fuck right. but gonna keep it anyways.

its 0013hrs and my gf is still at work. haiz. at least she is working. sucks right to have a gf dats working when u r not working.


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Tuesday, December 25 - Company Orderly Santa

it sucks to be spending a holiday ALONE. yeap ALONE.

i'm on duty now. not complaining much coz i dun actually celebrate xmas. but even so.. its a holiday! i got so many invites to parties and such.. haiz.. nxt time ya..

juz got back from thailand recently. three weeks getaway from this wet hectic island. GETAWAY?? FUCK!!! THREE HELL WEEK!!

was in kanchanaburi for crescendo. not dat bad actually. get to take a ride in UH-1H. this helicopter had been phased out in sgp. me guoxi and our 2 men were the pre-ops element.. so we were heli-inserted a day earlier than the battalion. cool huh.

fers few days were super cold. can actually c smoke(or isit fog?watever it is lah) coming from my mouth when i talk in the morning. cool huh. but after four or five days, the heat starts to settle in. the weather is dry thruout the twenty one days

the highlight of the camp was the canteen. internet access?lan gaming?PRO EVOLUTION SOCCER? polo tees? everything oso got. got chicks oso. not forgetting chicks with dicks.. heheh..
ate alot in the canteen. pattaya rice.. TOM YUM!!! spend quite a lot juz in the canteen only.

roughly 70 more days to the date most teenage guy(or rather young men) look forward to. ORD!

kinda hate the qn - "so wat r ur plans after ord?" haiz.. every single soul is asking me dat qns n i got no answer. seriously i dun. most prob i'll start working, as wat i dunno. to study is kinda difficult coz my gpa too high lah. haiz..

i want to upload pics from thailand but scared later kena hunt down by the MP.. better not..


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Friday, December 21 -




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Sunday, August 26 -


plain ugly


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Tuesday, August 14 -

i gotta memorise these para

I give you everything that I am
I'm handin' over everything that I've got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don't ever wanna have to go & give you up
Stay up till Four In The Morning & the tears are pouring
& I want to make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time?
Baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right


dont ask me why but i juz like it


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Sunday, August 12 -

it wasnt so long ago that i was enlisted with a bunch of newborn soldiers. a couple of months later, they passed out wearing the guards tab with the khaki beret. guardsman they are niow.



time past fast.. the soldiers went for their section field camp in tekong. this time round, my role had changed. i wasnt an instructor that slept on safari bed comfortably while the men sleep on the ground. i now camouflaged my face the same three stripes they have, carry the same load as them and run as far as them. through this, i earn their respect when i lead them.

advance infantry training is over and now we proceeds to platoon level training.. kinda miss it actually.. still remember the days in taiwan where we chiong up the knoll together.. 20+ of us..

last week was a prostitue week. me and 15 men under men were on standby for four days. when they need us, we board the tonner, alight and set to work. once done, they return us to the training shed where we treat it like a chalet. meals were provided, but we insisted on canteen food. going bankrupt real soon.

COS now.. again.. and again on my bdae and again on this coming sat. and that concludes my duties for the month of september.UNLESS, i'm awarded 7 extra for not putting on the COS name tag while briefing. damn

gonna try to fast next wk. need to pay back the five days i missed when i was in taiwan. on the thirteen, the fers days of puasa.. i'm gonna have the platoon prof test. damn it!

twenty two here i come


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Saturday, August 11 -

Leaderboard
Create your own Friend Test here


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Tuesday, August 7 - because pf you

Want to, but I can’t help it
I love the way it feels,
It’s got me stuck between my fantasy and what is real
I need it when I want it, I want it when I don’t
Tell myself I’ll stop everyday, knowin’ that I won't


I got a problem and I don’t know what to do about it
Even if I did, I don’t know if I would quit but I doubt it
I’m taken by the thought of it, and I know this much is true
Baby, you have become my addiction, I’m so strung out on you
I can barely move but I like it

And it’s all because of you [3X]
And it’s all because…
Never get enough,
She’s the sweetest drug

Think of it every second
I can't get nothing done,
Only concern is the next time, I’m gonna get me some
Know I should stay away from, cause it's no good for me
I try and try but my obsession wont let me leave

[Bridge:]
I got a problem and I don’t know what to do about it
Even if I did, I don’t know if I would quit but I doubt it
I’m taken by the thought of it, and I know this much is true
Baby, you have become my addiction, I’m so strung out on you
I can barely move but I like it


And it’s all because of you (all because of you) [3X]
And it’s all because…
Never get enough,
She’s the sweetest drug

Ain’t no doubt, so strung out [2X]
Over you, over you, over you

Because of you,
And it’s all because of you,
Never get enough
She’s the sweetest drug, she’s the sweetest drug


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Sunday, August 5 -

i may b strong.. but not as strong as u.

sorry dat i dissapoint u n cant satisfy u in all aspects. if u need to.. do wat u have to. dun tell me. it hurts to hear them.


You're way too beautiful girl
That's why it'll never work
You'll have me suicidal, suicidal
When you say it's over
Damn all these beautiful girls
They only wanna do you dirt
They'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When they say it's over

See it started at the park
Used to chill after dark
Oh when you took my heart
That's when we fell apart
Cause we both thought
That love lasts forever (lasts forever)
They say we're too young
To get ourselves sprung
Oh we didn't care
We made it very clear
And they also said
That we couldn't last together (last together)

See it's very divine,
you;re one of a kind
But you mash up my mind
You have to get declined
Oh Lord...
My baby is driving me crazy

It was back in '99
Watchin' movies all the time
Oh when I went away
For doin' my first crime
And I never thought
That we was gonna see each other (see each other)
And then I came out
Mami moved me down South
Oh I'm with my girl
Who I thought was my world
It came out to be
That she wasn't the girl for me (girl for me)

Now we're fussin'
And now we're fightin'
Please tell me why
I'm feelin' slighted
And I don't know
How to make it better (make it better)
You're datin' other guys
You're tellin' me lies
Oh I can't believe
What I'm seein' with my eyes
I'm losin' my mind
And I don't think it's clever (think it's clever)

You're way too beautiful girl
That's why it'll never work
You'll have me suicidal, suicidal, suicidal...


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Saturday, July 28 -

saturday twenty eighth of july.

" the sole justification for an elite organization like the Guards Formation is to secure a swift and decisive victory.. any man can be a soldier, but not any every soldier can be a GUARDSMAN "

Eventually finally sis has moved out.. to a unit in pasir ris. this means that pasir ris is ultra out of bounds if i ever wanna go dating. this oso means that it'll be more expensive for me to take cab to her house to borrow her car at night then send it back before first light.

went to tekong again on monday for a 2 day 3 night section field camp. it was supposed to concretify my section, but i cant coz half my section was having status. a bunch of weaklings. it felt like another outfield but a bit more tougher coz we are not allowed to bring out commercial items other than a 1.5L HUNDRED PLUS.

survived and still kicking.

in the office now.. standing-in COS coz the rest of the commanders are out for field live firing. lucky for me coz i did not take charge of any weapon thus i'm tasked to keep safe the office.

miss you





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Monday, July 16 -

do i need to weep and cry in front of you to show dat i'm hurt?


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its rare that i'm at home on a monday afternun.. but i am at hm now. my coy is on off. gotta book in later at 6.

send dad for his medical review at raffles place. i felt young boarding the train. all the working adults none wif smiles adds on to the monday blues mood..

dad waited for 2hrs while i roam ard directionaless...

ppl are moving too fast there. if only i could slow down time..

"take ur time.. take ur time.. nvm nvm"


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Wednesday, July 11 -

i got no voice

i miss her


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Sunday, July 8 -

it was beautiful when u took my hand while i was driving..

but

if only..


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Thursday, July 5 -

twenty two soon and yet i'm still stucked serving the nation. a couple more months, or to be exact, 8 more months till this so called suffering ends. time has past pretty past for this yr.

-got my khaki beret in jan
-went for a division exercise in feb
-platoon sgt course in march
-recruits came in and three months breeze thru
-n now is advance infantry training
...

went climbing recently in school. megan was there and she looks sweeter with the new haircut. tried the roof, toprope. but cannot. damn. rocka is here again. rocka 13 if i'm not mistaken. cant join coz of working. bouldered and got my middle fingers blistered. had forgotten that blisters hurt this much.

went to catch transformers on monday wif her. 2 thumbs up for everything. the cast, the actions and everything. plus the hot actress. even though i didnt really followed their episodes back then when i'm still wearing shorts to school, i still knew a few stuff bout them.

next will be die hard 4.0.

cash flow had been tight recently. guess i've been spending unncessarily too much. well fret not coz its oreadi the fifth.. six more days to pay day.



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Saturday, June 30 -


its rare that a specialists gets to wear a no.1 . damn it feels great to be wearing this white uniform...


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Sunday, June 24 - ever

i was never the same person.

i was never.

never ever.


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Thursday, November 23 - a bit of summary

 sightseeing in taiwan


 in the streets of taipei city
 by the sea  at taipei 101
 me receiving my silver bayonet  buddy nicholas and me bro dharman and me



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Tuesday, October 17 -

this was penned down last week while in camp..

Slept late. Past 1am.Thinking. Thinking bout her. I told myself to wait, but i hv become impatient. Ppl tole me to move on n forget her. Made me consider. Theres plenty more fishes in the sea. Better one perhaps? But how can i juz take the step w/o any explanation or reasoning. Both ways its not gonna be ez for me to face her, as if i made a big mistake dat concerns her wellbeing..

What if...

What if...


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Monday, October 16 -

its twothird in the month of ramadhan and its the fers time i went for terawih. the heart feels good doing it..

as raya approaches.. many starts cleaning the hse.. throwing junks and packing more stuff..
but for me..

i'm packing my bag. i'm flying off to ROC on the 18th. gonna spent 2wks of syawal there together wif other soldiers..

raya will be different at home. kak ita is expecting. she has a boy in her right now. hope he'll be as cool as his uncle. ehem ehem.

fasting has been gd.. but quite bad sumtimes. missed 2 days, during Exercise Grandslam where we need to dig a shellscrape and a fire trench(its chest deep, the length is abt 4rifle lenght, the breadth 1 rifle lenght) under the sun..

i'm gonna miss her.. she wont know dat.

but i hope she knows.


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Saturday, September 9 - shagged

8km fast march in 80mins on monday
10km run on tuesday in 60mins on tuesday
ippt test on wednesday and i attain silver all becos of my running damnit. i was psyched up n i felt that i could run good so i did farely gd for the other stations, 20chinups and 55situps. but my running dissapoint me. i hope i can beat another 30sec so that i can get an additional 200bux in my pocket.
went outfield on wed n thurs and it sucks. atp on friday. saturday rest. sunday bouldering carnival.

juffri, do you want to at least rest a bit??


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Wednesday, August 30 - FUCK IT

aaarrrggghhh... it feels like urgghh... its 1858 now n uurrgghh.. it feels like shit. 2 and half days of off feels so fast! CRAP CRAP CRAP. I DONT WANT TO BOOK IN. I DONT WANT TO GO NS. AWOL!!!


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Tuesday, August 29 - some pics of life

headache
snatch and run
days before enlistment


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Saturday, August 26 - Another story to tell

Platoon 2
nine weeks passed and i've juz cleared the second stage to be a commander. a leader of man.

in the evening of 24th aug 06, me and the future commanders embarked on a gruelling twenty eight kilometer route march in full battle order. as we sing our hearts out and also keeping silent while passing by NTU, abrasion and blisters started growing. every litre of sweat and every step we took, flashes back our memories in alpha company.

at the break of dawn, we paraded at the chevron square where our platoon commanders proudly mounted our chevrons on our no.4 .

having successfully completed the basic section leaders' course, i'm now stepping into the advance section leaders' course.


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Friday, August 11 - drop by

assalamualaikum.

this is juffri. wow..

after being gone for more than half a year, i'm here spending sometime to update my blog.

i'm still twenteen and its gonna change soon.
me now stuck in SUSPENDED ANIMATION. my life is the wkends. posted to sispec for BSLC, i left 2 wks before i got promoted to a corporal. then after that, still a question mark.

since march eleven, the day i got enlisted to the army, life had been a bore. but there are good times to, time spent wif the platoon mates. wkends, will spend wif the climbers.

went to climb in skul yesterday wif cumshot. met up wif dale chee li maad there. great old times. climbing was difficult. even the freshies beat me damn.

i'm still single. still free like a jaguar. free to run ard making a mess.. haha
i like her. but ..


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Monday, January 30 -

so finally Jooop.blogspot was awaken by noise from the lion dance band.

sorry peeps.. hv not been updating for a month. i still hv my internet connection dun worry. my pc is working well too. its juz my time had been limited to very little allowance. yah so i've been working at isetan for 2 mths now. great work i can say. great ppl, great experience but not so great money.

i'm now left wif 40 plus days left before i had to leave this island. met up wif climbers from my batch mainly yesterday n sat at starbucks having some catching up. den 2dae met up again n we went blading at east coast. but we end up at the bowling alley not long after that. yah.. so we had 3 sets of games. gd games i can say. after that we head to marine parade. but we stopped at a fitness corner and spent hours talking again.. had dinner at 7 den next was CS at pavilion.
a great day spent wif great friends.


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Tuesday, December 13 -

last friday, my best bro, kamsir surrendered himself to the nation. mine will be 3 months away, eleven of march two thousand six. as of now, i'm bz folding clothes for idiotic customers at armani jeans store at isetan wisma. not so fun, not so boring. but i'm trying n am liking it. my first sales job. been working alot due to the sales thuout Club 21. for this month, my off days are on monday. seems gd to me coz this means i'm able to go climb regularly for at least once a week.

climbed as per normal juz now. phoebe came after maad n cumshot. but shit had to happen. i hurt my wrist again. ya ya ya.. u will say " boring juffri.. forever wif wrist injury" watever. anyway. it hurt quite badly. can really load on my darling slopers well. sucks rite? and white is improving in his fingers while jo juz pulled hers juz now. i find myself still lucky not having much finger injury or anyhting. so far, its juz the wrists. been 2 yrs though.

got rockmaster forms. its on the fourteenth january. not sure whether i could get off on that day. i will b joining the opens category. hope to do better than last yr.

work resumes 2moro as usual. afternun shift. shop i go shopping before that??


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Monday, December 5 -

TPCA. Temasek Professional Climbing Association. We had a battle juz now. Me White Li Zib Taufiq Bobbin Firdaus Fariz Ilyas. i think dats all ah. zib topped the list wif 4 tops, fiq second n next is white. its juz a flash and a top for me. i'm happy though.


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*smells the air*

Wat a beautiful day to start the week wif other than having an Off Day on monday itself.
have not been having off for TEN DAYS!! yesterday saturday and friday was worst coz i was on full shift. never did sales before so this was a bit too harsh for me. but its improving though now that i'm more familiar to the merchandises there. the work mates are cool people too. juz like me.

bfc was outside my store yesterday. saw them while having my lunch break. they are performing a dance from kungfu hustle, the axe gang dance, for axn.

didnt get to join the rest at white's open house. bet i miss a lot. been missing a lot of climbing too. damn it. like this no need join rockmaster sia.

now i'm freaking low on cash coz i've not gotten my previous job pay and yet to get nov's pay for my existing job. i dun mind they combining it wif this month's pay though. but yeah, i need to get a pair of nice black shoes. been wanting to get one for quite some time oreadi. saw a nice one at paul smith, but its too narrow though. confirm not comfortable. got to give it a miss though even though i could get it at half price.

got myself a CK v-neck tshirt. dey are hving 60% discount over at wisma. pretty worth it. $38 for a CK. thought of getting more but NO MONEY!!

i'm tired. but i'm climbing 2night!


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Tuesday, November 29 -

a drumset, some violas, 2 flutes and a whole lot of malay percussion means music to my ears. was at esplanade saturday evening with my kazens, members of cucuwahram inc. watching live performance by Sri Mahligai, a local malay cultural group.

Titled "PESTA RAYA : Sacred or Otherwise Rules are meant to be broken ", There are no borders or language barriers in this concert where ethnic and modern music come together. Leave it to the talented musicians of Sri Mahligai as they bring you a night of fusion music. And don't miss their renditions of popular songs with a groovy twist!

Basically wat they did was playing musics with a twist, mixing other music elements in their score. well, for me, i've been going to musical concerts since ngee ann days thus i really enjoy my twenty dollars worth. two thumbs up for their creativity.

went to climb 2dae. was very late though. reached skul at 8 and didnt get to climb much. but gd thing was dat i did fairly good after a wk of absence. kamsir kasiman made a special appearance after months of hiding in farah's tudong. walked home from pasirris interchange wif li n him. hes days are numbered. "Semboyan telah berbunyi"..

i;m tired and i got nuthing else to say.


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Sunday, November 20 - Selamat Hari Raya daripada TPSC!



nineteen november started at 10am and it lasted till 2am the next morning. dale called me at 9.50 to come down coz black is fetching me. i was wearing my samping at that time. then next we went to fetch ahmad while i transfer to kamsir's mpv. zoom we set to our first house, Sufi's residence. we arrived at 10.30. we were the first car to arrive. linda was there too. supposed to set off at 10.45, we end up moving at 12! thats too behind time. 3 cars plus 1 mpv plus 1 small van then continue the raya outing to another 14 homes including azimah maad hafiz dale saad firE black lajam man zib firB noor firR and finally farah. a total of 15 homes in 16 hours. we spent too long at sufi's coz standard ah.. janji melayu, then at hafiz's, the normal ps2 stop then oso at lajam's thanks to the sheesha. altogether, theres twenty nine of us, including three cinas, bobbin xiu and chee. we ate at most house thanks to their mums. yet to receive a pic from those who brought cameras. will post in here once i got it. would like to thank everybody for coming to make it successful fun-filled Raya Outing. to those not invited, next time yah. kwakwakwa


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Saturday, November 12 -

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri

hhhm... its the 8th day of raya, and i'm only out visiting for only three days, the first second and fourth day, ONLY. den on monday, i start working changi freight cargo as a cargo surveyor working under SATS. this time round, i'm stationed at T5 unlike last time, T6. T6 is where i first met my bro now, azmi white. now me working wif 16yr old Haikal Uzair, 18yr old Yasmin and 22yr old Iklil. great bunch of people i shall say.

however, i didnt work 2dae.i told my supervisor that i had to attend a award ceremony in skul coz me receiving an award. all this because nyssa offered me a $50 job. and its only for an hour. she needs 4 peeps to act as papazzis at event, a dinner and dance for a company at mount faber. trust me it was a super fun easy job especially when u r working wif ur close frens. i was working wif sufi hafiz and dale. can u imagine the craziness we both created??

i'm sleepy.bye


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Monday, November 7 -

so finally chelsea lost in the epl.. can c that many are smiling.. especially those who hates to c me don my chelsea jerseys.. great game wasnt it.

sumthing to share


aug 2002
che 2 - 2 man
jan 2003
man 2 - 1 che

nov 2003
che 1 - 0 man
may 2004
man 1 - 1 che

aug 2004
che 1 - 0 man
may 2005
man 1 - 3 che

nov 2005
man 1 - 0 che
april 2006
che ? - ? man


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Saturday, November 5 -

 SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR BATIN!!!





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Friday, November 4 -

 cucuwahram inc


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Monday, October 31 -

kak noy & me ( & who the hell is that in the middle?? )
caca kaknoy me kaknanee
Cucuwahram Iftar 2005
Me & Ah Soon


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- Yeh! Yeh!...


hari raya is juz ard the corner. prepare ppl. prepare to get coloured qif F&N drinks and fatten by rendang and gang!

great climbing in skul juz now. some peeps from dover came too. black yan maad nyssa made an appearance too.

some pics to share..
check out this banner!!!
me in the car heading malaysia
me and bro-in-law


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Thursday, October 27 - 27 October 2005 ( 23 Ramadhan 1426 )

Its the 23rd day of fasting. a week left before we celebrate the awaited Hari Raya. Surprisingly, i've only been to Geylang Bazaar only once this yr, and even that is at 11 in the moning coz mum wants to get a new bigger carpet for the floor in front on the TV.

Got my baju kurung from Angsana. Lately mum had been malas to tempah (taylor made) baju kurong which we've been doing since i was very young. Mayb becoz its only four of us left wearing the same colour/design since Bro Eddy and Sis Ana had chose to have their own family colours. Guess Sis Ita will be doing the same too soon.

So its another blue for me, metallic blue, with purplish brownish bluish samping. its a telok belange coz the shop only had one cekak musang. me sacrifice for my dad. Anak Soleh..

This Ramadhan, have not been buka-ing outside.. as in outside restaurants. Its always the rock gym on mon n wed, and home on most of the days. One day at Puteri Pan Pacific though. Unlike last yr, theres no Ngee Ann Gathering, Climbers Gathering and other sorts of gatherings. However there was a new 4E gathering. noor was unconctactable while others cant make it. only maad azmi asmah and me was there. jali joined later when we were town.

Climbing so far had been great other than low attendance. but nvm, i still enjoy myself wif white's taufiq's ilyas' and my own route. plus i got to chance the freshies by giving them routes a little higher than their standard. those who suffered were the two farhans, jo, sarah and some others. Zib came yesterday after so long coz he has started working lending money to ppl. haha hes working as a customer service at EZCash. sounds fun.

On the 25th, had iftar wif my loved cousins, members of cucuwahram inc. break-fast at banquet Raffles Hotel and chilled at Gelare at Siglap till 10 plus. Sis Ita was discussing bout her wedding plans while we kutuk each others life.

its only 12.56pm now and i'm already stressed out coz the day is getting boring. haiz..


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Wednesday, October 26 -

Sepasang Kurung Biru



Tiada salam atau ucapan
Tiada pesan tanda ingatan
Suasana penuh keriangan
Ku teringat pada seseorang
oh...

Di hari yang berbahgia ini
Hatiku kosong dan sepi sekali
Betapa manis kenangi lalu
Menyambut raya bersama denganku
oh...

Tiada bisikan lembut yang ku dengar
Hanya suara azan sayup bergema
Masih kurasakan hangat tanganmu
Di pagi raya bersalam dengan ku

Tetamu datang tetamu pergi
Namun tak tiba orang ku nanti
Hanya sepasang kurung nan biru
Menjadi teman mengubat rindu ku
oh...




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Thursday, October 20 -

attention climbers ( 01 - 03 batch ). tentatively, this year we will go beraya on the 19th of November, which is on the third saturday. please please make time for us thank you.


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bros and sis.. when's our next gathering. missing all of ya. miss the craziness and the laughters of each of ya. stay cool always ya.


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check out this pic!!

look at AHMAD!!

wats wif dat face dude? did you juz shit in ur pants??

saad. feeling lonely huh??


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woke up 2!
mum was already shouting but i'm juz too tired. went to school to climb yesterday. it had already start to rain when i was arrive. fiq was there since 3.

white jo jam wak saad an and some others came later.

bought bonjour chocalate for break-fast but end up not eating it. had apam pulau pinang from saad and some other food from the rest.

back to climb after climbing.
this might be boring, but now my right hand hurts more than my left. i've been getting injuries after injuries. am i suppose to rest??

i'm bored at home and i miss my camera. i wanna snap some pics to print to the back of my tshirt.

gonna break-fast with some of the 4E NASS people 2moro. reunion i guess.

chelsea won 4 nil over real betis. 13 goals in 3 games!! Woohoo.. Feel the Blue yet??


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Tuesday, October 18 -

greedy people are easy marks - from Las Vegas on AXN

its just like wearing the tops you stole from me to climb in my territory!


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a short today was.

woke up 12 to the cries of my bro's youngest daughter. back to the dreams by 2 all the way till 5.

got a letter.

they gave me five months. my days are now numbered. i tell myself to make full use of it. will try to work after raya.

my sayang is back, bolted to the inclined wall. hooray. now can jump jump hang hang. that's so me!

been fasting for almost half a month. i hope the fast is better than last year's.
have not been much thing. in fact. nuthing had been done


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Thursday, October 13 - camera

was juz flipping thru pics at shutterfly coz boredom had taken over me.

so i was clicking clicking and more clicking.
then i realise

CAMERA HAS BROUGHT US TOGETHER. CAMERA MADE US JUMP ON EACH OTHER. CAMERA MADE US HUG EACH OTHER. CAMERA KEPT MEMORIES OF US TOGETHER. CAMERA MAKE US REMEMBER OF THAT VERY DAY THAT VERY SITUATION. CAMERA MADE US FEEL ATTACHED TO THE TEAM*. CAMERA MADE US FEEL BELONGED. CAMERA make me go broke.

*refering to tpsc team


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- b0r3d0m kill5!

i juz met a murderer!! aarrggghh!!


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Wednesday, October 12 -

"it is not the actions of those around us that determine our dignity or standing in society, but rather our reaction to these actions"


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Monday, October 10 - Brothers of Rock


i miss my brothers that rock!



juz came back from climbing in skul. break fast there wif the rest. dats one great scene seeing the climbers sitting in a circle waiting for the magic words from the radio. then everyone shared their food, laughing at each other. bout 10 of us, xpired, seniors, juniors and freshies.

nuthing new. my left hand, the whole hand, wrist, fingers, forearm, hurts alot when climbing. JOOP YOU ARE WEAK!! cant reallu push myself these days due to the injury i got. damn!

bye


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Thursday, October 6 -

the clock juz stroke twelve. its twelve am and i'm abit sleepy.

its the first day of the fasting month. everyone knows that. woke at four plus to have sahur, or simple breakfast. had a heavy one to last me till dawn. den back to dreamland after the morning prayers. it was pouring heavily outside.

sat back and looked back. i still remember having my sahur on a lorry or in a bus. its because i was working during the previous holidays, which happen to be in the month of ramadhan. usually by 4.40am, i'm already by the roadside waiting for transport to fetch me. after fetching me, the uncle will then fetch ahmad and fazli. our shift starts at 5.30am.

thank god i'm not back in the planes,cleaning them, while ogling at stewardess' cleavages. especially when we are sent to SQ. i can still remember wasting time cleaning the front, coz soon the stewardess will come and collect the piles of newspapers, n they have to bend down.

WELL DAT WAS ME LAST TIME. TIME TO INSAF AND MOVE ON A MUCH MORE DECENT LIFE.

woke up at ten plus, quite early huh. watched scv till 12 plus until fariz replied my call. asked him company me to dw office to take my 'o' level cert back from mr michael. when i step into the office, all was wearing white top, because they having seminar later in the evening. chatted wif some of them while waiting for mr michael. got my cert back and rush to skul to climb.

reached skul ard 4.30, some of the freshies alreadi waiting. sorry guys.. climbed till 6 before heading home for break fast. met nad in the bus, she was from work.

its 1224 now. and i hungry again. i'm trying to eat juz enuf, not to much. trying to lose some kilos coz every fasting month, i put on weight instead of losing. its becoz during this time, my eating time is fixed, twice a day. unlike normal days, once or twice or sumtimes didnt eat at all.

haiz.. guess dats all.. but wait.

wanna congratulate my new fren, liyana from dw, she juz got promoted to account executive. sorry that i cant be there to c u got up the stage. insyallah, next time u go up the stage, i'll be there to clap for u!

wat else?

oh yah.. i've yet to receive any replies from any companies that i had sent my resume too. haiz.


Na-wai-tu-saw-ma-kha-din-an-ada-i- far-dhu-ra-ma-dhana- ha-dzi-his-sa-na-ti-lil-lahi-ta-a'la

( I, therefore, intend to observe fast the day after to fulfill the obligatory Ramadhan fast this year in obedience to Allah swt.)


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Saturday, October 1 -

went out wif aysah and raziff again today. this time raziff drove us to orchard. the initial plan was me and raziff to go to tm to U2 to get his pants, but i suggested to go town since i'm dressed up. he went home to change for a while, while i contacted aysah. she woke up. so we picked her up immediately. we head down to orchard. had late lunch at far east then toured that building. was freaking tired following aysah going in and out almost every store! she got herself a jacket and a ring from that building. then we went to ngee ann city to U2. thats where raziff got himself 2 pants, i got 2 long sleeve shirt and aysah 2 tshirts.

we then walk to cineleisure and had a drink outside cheers. send her to her cousins hse near griffiths den raziff send me home. had a great time spending time with them 2dae.

looking forward to future outings..


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Friday, September 30 -

shoot three birds with one stone. thats wat i achieved today.

happy twentieth birthday to saadiah embarak abdad(2809)
happy twentieth birthday to nuraysah(3009)
happy twenty-FIRST birthday to nurzahira wahid(0310)

after prayers, went out wif aysah and raziff. had lunch at bugis and window shopped in bugis junction. then we sent off aysah to work at airport. had down to tamp n slacked while waiting for black and saad. then they both came wif white and yathy. sat down at starbucks before meeting zahira to pass her bdae present.

kinda tired actually.. but doubt i'll be sleeping yet. saw a nice metal adidas watch at city chain.. $339. will get it IF i got a job and IF i bring home more than 800bucks.

oh ya.. bouldered at SP yesterday wif white saad maad and nyssa. went there after a half-day work at cdans at bukit gombak.

had an internal comp in skul on wed. did fairly badly.

I THINK I'M KILLING THE WHOLE OF MY LEFT HAND. FIRST WAS THE MIDDLE FINGER. THEN THE WRIST FOLLOWED BY THE FOREARM. NOW THE SHOULDER TOO.


 me aysah raziff


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Friday, September 23 -

alhamdulillah.. from july 2002 till september 2005.. 38 months, i'm finally achieved my goal, a DIPLOMA. was waiting for time to pass when suddenly my phone rang. an sms came. in my mind, who's gonna ask me out? effortlessly, i opened the sms n the first thing is saw was D+ followed by GR... GRADUATED!!!

Even though its a D+ or an A, i don't really see the difference as of now. I'm really satisfied and felt very lucky dat i had ended my poly life and so called regain my freedom. Called mum to inform her and dad, smsed to my siblings, rufi, zahira and raziff. and then msged some of my close frens to inform them to share my excitement..

Examination Results of JUFFRI B JUMAAT


Admission No. : 0201634C
Name : JUFFRI B JUMAAT
Course : DIPLOMA IN ELECTRONICS


Total Credit Units Earned : 143 cu
Cumulative Grade Point Average : 2.06
Academic Standing : COMPLETED COURSE OF STUDY FOR THE DIPLOMA IN ELECTRONICS



AY 2002/2003 JULY SEMESTER
ECS1001 Technical Communication Skills 1(Folio & Report Writing) 2 B
EED1001 Electronic Prototyping 3 B+
EEE1001 Circuit Analysis 6 C+
EEE1003 Digital Fundamentals 1 5 B
EMA1001 Engineering Mathematics 1 4 A
ESE1001 Internet Technology & Computer Fundamentals 3 A
GCD1001 Applied Principles for Effective Living 1 (APEL1) 1 Pass

AY 2002/2003 JANUARY SEMESTER
ECS1002 Technical Communication Skills 1(Listening,Reading & Oral P) 2 B
EED1002 Printed Circuit Board Design 3 Distinction
EEE1002 Electronic Devices & Circuits 6 D+
EEE1004 Digital Fundamentals 2 5 C+
EMA1002 Engineering Mathematics 2 4 D+
ESE1002 Java Programming 4 D+
GFL1005 Language & Culture 1 (Mandarin) 4 C+

AY 2003/2004 JULY SEMESTER
CIC1C04 Basic Networking Technologies 5 C
ECS2001 Technical Communication Skills 2 2 B
EEE2001 Integrated Circuit Applications 4 F
EMA2001 Engineering Mathematics 3 5 F

EMC2001 Microcontroller Technology 4 C+
ETW2001 Telecommunication Principles 5 D+
GCD1002 Applied Principles for Effective Living 2 1 Pass
GSF1010 The Basics of Management (e-learning) 2 D+

AY 2003/2004 JULY SEMESTER SUPPLEMENTARY EXAMINATION
EEE2001 Integrated Circuit Applications 4 P
EMA2001 Engineering Mathematics 3 5 F

AY 2003/2004 JANUARY SEMESTER
ESI2001 Student Internship Programme 8 Pass

AY 2004/2005 JUNE SEMESTER
ECS3001 Technical Communication Skills 3 2 C
EMA2001 Engineering Mathematics 3 5 D
EMP3001 Major Project 8 D+
ETW3002 Photonics and Optical Communications 5 F
ETW3005 Microwave Technology 5 D+
GCD1003 Applied Principles for Effective Living 3 1 Pass
GLA1005 Fundamentals of Public Speaking 4 C

AY 2004/2005 JUNE SEMESTER SUPPLEMENTARY EXAMINATION
ETW3002 Photonics and Optical Communications 5 F

AY 2004/2005 DECEMBER SEMESTER
ECT2001 Circuits and Control Systems 5 F
EDS3003 Digital Systems Design 5 A
EEE3001 Advanced Electronics 5 C
EMC3002 Embedded Control and Applications 5 D+
EQE3X02 Quality Engineering 4 B
ESE3003 Software Engineering 5 D
GNE1001 National Education (NE) 1 Pass

AY 2004/2005 DECEMBER SEMESTER SUPPLEMENTARY EXAMINATION
ECT2001 Circuits and Control Systems 5 P

AY 2005/2006 MAY SEMESTER
EEE3004 Power Electronics and Drives 5 D+


yeah.. dats bout it. 2.06 for GPA.. very low though.



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Sunday, September 18 -

six matches. yes six wins. yes six clean sheets. yes dats my team. yes its chelsea.

hi peeps.. been a long time since u last hear from me huh. no i did not migrate. neither i was warded in ICU. my pc's alright. n so is my cable connection. well.. its juz me.. yeah juz me.. i've been too bored to blog.but not for now.. hehe

juz had dinner. dinner at twelve after witnessing chelsea six consecutive wins, a two nil win over charlton athletic this time around. worked for a while juz now at downtown east. they need a runner for their lantern carnival. huijian call me at 6.15 to ask if i'm free to work at 7. why not. sweat a bit and kaching...

looking for a long-term part-time work now. hope that i pass my didnt-have-the-energy-to-study powerE paper. but i guess i could possible scrape thru with my quite good CA. got 72/100 for term test n 21/25 for the quiz. not bad huh. but can do better.

my parents are back from 'umrah' and so life is back to square one. no more sheesha-ing at home, no more 62410241, no more wake up-go out-go home-sleep-wake up-go out routine.. but yeah.. life hadnt been so bad. i've been a good son. dont really like going out nowadays. prefer to slack at home, watching tv and zzzzz-ing..

like today, i had a five hour cartoon marathon, cartoons i transferred to my hdd from cumshot's pc. 5 episodes of spiderman, then more of justice league unlimited. thanks bro for the entertainment.

another week coming, another same similar week.
monday - climb
tueday - mayb go chalet
wed - climb
thurs - home
friday - home
saturday - home
sunday - climb.

well.. dats wat i think.. i bet its gonna be the same.

oh yah. last 2 wks was my birthday. well, it was remembered by many. up to now, i had already received a prana longsleeve, a hugo boss, fifty dollar cash, a turtle cushion, two testimonials and plenty of birthday wishes. thank you all for remembering my bdae. to those who had forgotten, my birthday was on the third of september every year. kwa kwa kwa..


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Sunday, August 28 -

My family at HOME
My family at CLIMB
Them at RAYA 2003
My Brothers in CHEERLEADING
In year one in GENTING
SNOW used to fall in our PUMP ROOM
Whos that girl, with juz one side of her face???
Azmi had a fight with the wall
CHAMPIONS!!!


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was cleaning my room when u came upon this card, filled with words from the greatest bunch of people..


















its been great knowing you guys. thanks for being there thru out the ups and downs. c ya all again soon.. TO THE TOP GUYS!!!


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Saturday, August 27 - DALE!!

well.. i miss this dude i met in climbing. he's been a good mentor, a brother i shall call him. never selfish when his climbing knowledge and always there to spot me and provide guidance. somebody that i can turn to when i need help. forever smiling( except in this pic ). been quite sometime since i last met him. the last was when celebrating muhd's 20th bday. come down to climb bro. c ya soon


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Wednesday, August 24 -

2244hours.. i'm back at home from training.

one injury gone, another one came. haiz.. usually its my wrists or my fingers, but this time is the whole arm, from the elbow down. its kinda pulled, coz i could feel some of the veins really taut and hard, and when i press it, it really hurts. according to Lat, it has got sumthing to do wif the fingers too coz he had seen Bundan treating Siti for the similar injury. and yeah, me n Siti had been suffering the same injury, our wrists use to hurt real bad, n now the whole arm. heard that shes not climbing for the moment. i guess i'll be doing the same too since exams is juz ard the corner. i'm targeting an 'A' for my PowerE. hope i get it.

Went to collect my team's prize juz now at climbasia. we won ourself a tub of chalk worth $40, $40 worth of climbasia credits and 2 echostones tshirt. thats wat we get for coming in third in the speed team competition in climbon. then head on to tanjong pagar to collect my pay. fazli got an extra $30 coz he was wearing the mascot. claimed $2 from fazli for the maintenance cost taking care of the lion.

bought fishballs for fariz since he accompanied me today. fariz and fazli went to town after that while i head back to school to climb. slept all the way till tanah merah. didnt climb good today compared to monday. was kinda dissapointed in myself.

later chelsea is playing against west bromwich at 0240hours. 2-0? possible.. duff and cole will score. we'll c. hope that i dont fall asleep waiting


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Monday, August 22 -

heheh.. my face come out at national heritage board website..

Love Me Love Me Not

the coke collectors
dats taufiq and half of faezah, and of course, one of my bros in that suit!
all of us


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Monday, August 15 -

how to tahan if maid this hot??


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sorry for the silence people. i was juz too bz. too bz wif Mr Boredom.

boring wkdays, other than meeting Rufi for a while for fireworks outside Raffles City.

weekends were pretty much better though. started of saturday being at honda's showroom then mitsubishi. then in the evening, accompanied dad to jemputan, kampung fren. then at 11, head down to tampines mall to watch The Maid at midnight. supposedly wif kak ita, kak ana, kak dhiah, kak noy, abg apis and caca, but the whole of Jalal's family were there too. okok show, not scary actually, but the director like to surprise surprise with scare screenshots. damn the maid is hot! if she one of the bibiks in the house.. hmmm... hmmm.. anyway, we then slacked at as-salihin, w/o kak ana, w/ ewul.. .well.. basically said.. the youngs ones, except for kak dhiah. talk crap, ghost,girls,guys,caca being an emirates stewardess, bout gf bf and alot of out of the world stuffs... alah u knoe.. when we cousins start to sit down, 1 cup of drink each, we talked about EVERYTHING.. yeah... n so.. we slacked till the watch shows 4. we den decided to go jb to fill up the tank. send kak dhiah balik, went to take the rest's passports and zoom.. got back at 6.

woke at 9 then sleep back. woke at 10 then sleep back. finally woke at 11 to confirm time meet her. vacuumed the house, cleaned the hall and head to city hall. say Carmen as she was heading to clementi to meet Dan. meet her at 2, then straight away go penin to buy my jersey. wooo hoo.. another no. 11 jersey for me.. cost me $118!! then head to esplanade's library coz she needs to study for mondays paper. then head to far east to hv my hokkien mee. on the way dere, dropped by at the Safra exhibition, where Ivan and Jay was hanging on wall for some kind of competition. Norman the ex-coach were there. n so were Spider & Goh Tan Leng. after the late lunch, read some books at Borders. spent quite some time there before sending her home.

chelsea won. a lucky one. a last minute breaker by crespo . i'm still proud of them.

caca: aku tak izin kau cut n paste pat blog nenek. haram
aien: well, i guess my wkend is much more colourful then yours
nyssa: u nvr go skul how to hv lunch wif u
rufi: love you loads
all: thank you for visiting my blog


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Monday, August 8 - it comes and it goes

yeap.. its over. Climb On! 2005 is over.

joined the individual speed category on saturday morning. came in 6th out of 9 in the seeding round. my time was 10+ in Route A and 14+ in Route B. then in the knock out round, got knocked by Zaki Berg. its ok.

was supposed to go for Speed Up at marina but was cancelled coz they dun accept on the spot registration. joined the team speed category instead. came in third by luck. special thx to lizdah, nigel and andre!

2dae was the bouldering festival. bouldered till the time is over even though theres still more routes to be attempted and topped. bouldering closes with dyno, which i got knocked out in the second stage.


time to heal
time to rest
stand up, don't kneel
i'm yet to be the best

two hands on the starting tile
one hand firm hanging on the last tile
dat is for dyno
if u dunno
( sorry peeps i'm bragging bout my luck in the dyno comp)

nine to six
brown to black
the routes are sick
man, theres no time to slack

climb hard
climb harder
no if not but
see you next year


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Thursday, August 4 -

climb climb climb
comp comp comp
LOSE LOSE LOSE!!!

when will i even get to stand on the podium again? when am i gonna be in the top three position in a climbing comp again? DAMN!!!

speed comp, SPEEDUP on satuday, bouldering festival, CLIMBON on sunday... dats how i'm gonna spend my weekend. n hope i can make it to the finals for the speep event which is gonna be held on national day.

trying to finish up my powerE proj but cannot coz some component in the schematic i dunno wat it is. damn!

been bouldering alot, hv not been climbing the wall since rocka! but i do speed occasioanlly, even though i suck in that, cant even hit below 10secs! well.. i'm slow.. aarrrgghh...


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Tuesday, August 2 -

who wanna go batam wif me to shop??

went to batam on sunday wif my families n kazens. went to batam centre to shop. man it was damn fun. imgine buying 5 tops for slightly more than $30!! even though its not of those branded names, but they r still nice!!

ate mee bakso after so long.. heaven!!

was seniors climbers outing on sat, celebrating muhd's 20th bday. ate at fish n co. Those who came were those from my batch( i shall call us the OXYGEN coz we are the O2 batch, O2 in chemistry is oxygen in chemistry) and the batches before and after us.

bore
bored
boring
baibai


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Sunday, July 24 - another week almost gone

welcome back love ones..

its 1.21 am now n i'm still wide awake. now on the phone wif rufi, while she do her school work, i'm here blogging away.

its the last day of work juz now, 12-7pm. we were stationed at singapore visitor centre, lido and ngee ann city. rufi made my day by coming to town to juz see me at work. love her so much. saw taufiq and faezah at lido. pay will roll in in 2wks time. finally, theres money in the bank, wallet and pocket.. YAHOOOOO..... watched Fantastic Four wif rufi after that. its a gd show after all. love the company. juz love it when rufi is by my side.

went to dover ite to climb on friday.. man.. its been ages since i last came there. the wall is still the same, jzu that the tiles are different. power house was there, so i end up climbing with the newbies, which were strong! shaufi was there too, the guy that i fers met in bukit merah climbing gym then in pumpfest 2004. damn hes ultra good now. theres a lot of the common faces too, too many too type.

followed kak noy to sim lim on thursday coz she wanted to get an external hdd. didnt buy any though coz she could not settle for a nice and cheap casing. yah we walked ard, tiring ourself, then had dinner behind bugis junction. went to muji, n damn their stuff r expensive..

work on wednesday.

tuesday, i was supposed to have religious classes but it was cancelled, so i spent my evening at hm, relaxing.

monday, skul starts as per normal and had training in the evening. nuthing great happened.

yeah dats bout it. boring isint it? how i wish i'm done wif my skul.
oh ya.. i got my timberland boots and my timbuk2 bag back. i'm back to my normal self. and yah, i only hv $21 in my bank, n none in my wallet!

CLIMBON is coming.. woohhoo.. cant wait to hit the walls again. its gonna be held at tampines central park this year n gonna be from the 6th till national day. theres speed too. if i'm able to form a team, i'm so gonna be it!!

I want to
- spend more time wif Rufi
- work more so more money
- finish up my PED project
- clear my drawers
- do more difficulty climbing
- maintain my bouldering capabilities
- finish the orange sloper route
- wash my 4 pairs of shoe
- watch Bug Me Not with Rufi


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Wednesday, July 20 - Meaningful

Why Science fails to explain AllahBismillah Walhamdulillah Was Salaatu Was Salaam 'ala Rasulillah As-Salaam Alaikum Wa-Rahmatullahi Wa-Barakatuhu dear brothers and sisters, very nice conversation between and non Muslim teacher and Muslim students, Please read this its really very nice,, a bit lengthy but very informative...DO READ IT!!! Why Science fails to explain Allah! "Professing to be wise, they became fools .... " "LET ME EXPLAIN THE problem science has with Allah." An atheist professor of philosophy pauses before his class and then asks one of his new students to stand. "You're a Muslim, aren't you, son?" "Yes, sir." "So you believe in Allah?" "Absolutely." "Is Allah good?" "Sure! Allah's good." "Is Allah all-powerful? Can Allah do anything?" "Yes." "Are you good or evil?" "The Koran says I'm evil." The professor grins knowingly. "Ahh! THE KORAN!" He conside rs for a moment. "He re's one for you. Let's say there's a sick person over here and you can cure him. You can do it. Would you help them? "Would you try?" "Yes sir, I would." "So you're good...!" "I wouldn't say that." "Why not say that? You would help a sick and maimed person if you could...in fact most of us would if we could...Allah doesn't. [No answer] "He doesn't, does he? My brother was a Muslim who died of cancer even though he prayed to Allah to heal him. How is this Allah good? Hmmm? Can you answer that one?" [No answer] The elderly man is sympathetic. "No, you can't, can you?" He takes a sip of water from a glass on his desk to give the student time to relax. In philosophy, you have to go easy with the new ones. "Let's start again, young fella." "Is Allah good?" "Er... Yes." "Is Satan good?" "No." "Where does Satan come from?" The student falters. "From... Allah..." "That's right. Allah made Satan, didn't he?" The elde rly man runs his bony fi ngers through his thinning hair and turns to the smirking, student audience. "I think we're going to have a lot of fun this semester, ladies and gentlemen." He turns back to the Muslim. "Tell me, son. Is there evil in this world?" "Yes, sir." "Evil's everywhere, isn't it? Did Allah make everything?" "Yes." "Who created evil? [No answer] "Is there sickness in this world? Immorality? Hatred? Ugliness? All the terrible things - do they exist in this world?" The student squirms on his feet. "Yes." "Who created them? " [No answer] The professor suddenly shouts at his student. "WHO CREATED THEM? TELLME, PLEASE! The professor closes in for the kill and climbs into the Muslim's face. in a still small voice: "Allah created all evil, didn't He, son?" [No answer] The student tries to hold the steady, experienced gaze and fails. Suddenly the lecturer breaks away to pace the front of the classroom like an aging panther. The class is mesmerized. "Tell me," h e continues, "How is it that this Allah is good if He created all evil throughout all time?" The professor swishes his arms around to encompass the wickedness of the world. "All the hatred, the brutality, all the pain, all the torture, all the death and ugliness and all the suffering created by this good Allah is all over the world, isn't it, young man?" [No answer] "Don't you see it all over the place? Huh?" Pause. "Don't you?" The professor leans into the student's face again and whispers, "Is Allah good?" [No answer] "Do you believe in Allah, son?" The student's voice betrays him and cracks. "Yes, professor. I do." The old man shakes his head sadly. "Science says you have five senses you use to identify and observe the world around you. Have you? " "No, sir. i've never seen Him." "Then tell us if you've ever heard your Allah?" "No, sir. I have not." "Have you ever felt your Allah, tasted your Allah or smelt your Allah...in fact, do y ou have any sensory perc eption of your Allah whatsoever?" [No answer] "Answer me, please." "No, sir, I'm afraid I haven't." "You're AFRAID... you haven't?" "No, sir." "Yet you still believe in him?" "...yes..." "That takes FAITH!" The professor smiles sagely at the underling. "According to the rules of empirical, testable, demonstrable protocol, science says your Allah doesn't exist. What do you say to that, son Where is your Allah now?" [The student doesn't answer] "Sit down, please." The Muslim sits...Defeated. Another Muslim raises his hand. "Professor, may I address the class?" The professor turns and smiles. "Ah, another Muslim in the vanguard! Come, come, young man. Speak some proper wisdom to the gathering." The Muslim looks around the room. "Some interesting points you are making, sir.Now I've got a question for you. Is there such thing as heat?" "Yes," the professor replies. "There's heat." "Is there such a thing as cold?" "Yes, son, t here's cold too." "No, sir, there isn't." The professor's grin freezes. The room suddenly goes very cold. The second Muslim continues. "You can have lots of heat, even more heat, superheat, mega-heat, white heat, a little heat or no heat but we don't have anything called 'cold'. We can hit 458 degrees below zero, which is no heat, but we can't go any further after that. There is no such thing as cold,otherwise we would be able to go colder than 458 - You see, sir, cold is only a word we use to describe the absence of heat. We cannot measure cold.Heat we can measure in thermal units because heat is energy. Cold is not the opposite of heat, sir, just the absence of it." Silence. A pin drops somewhere in the classroom. "Is there such a thing as darkness, professor?" "That's a dumb question, son. What is night if it isn't darkness? What are you getting at...?" "So you say there is such a thing as darkness?" "Yes..." "You're wrong again, sir. Darkne ss is not something, it is the absence of something. You can have low light, normal light, bright light, flashing light but if you have no light constantly you have nothing and it's called darkness, isn't it? That's the meaning we use to define the word. In reality, Darkness isn't. If it were, you would be able to make darkness darker and give me a jar of it. Can you...give me a jar of darker darkness, professor?" Despite himself, the professor smiles at the young effrontery before him. This will indeed be a good semester. "Would you mind telling us what your point is, young man?" "Yes, professor. My point is, your philosophical premise is flawed to start with and so your conclusion must be in error...." The professor goes toxic."Flawed...? How dare you...!"" "Sir, may I explain what I mean?" The class is all ears. "Explain... oh, explain..." The professor makes an admirable effort to regain control. Suddenly he is affability itself. He waves his hand to silence the class , for the student to con tinue. "You are working on the premise of duality," the Muslim explains. "That for example there is life and then there's death; a good Allah and a bad Allah. You are viewing the concept of Allah as something finite, something we can measure. Sir, science cannot even explain a thought. It uses electricity and magnetism but has never seen, much less fully understood them. To view death as the opposite of life is to be ignorant of the fact that death cannot exist as a substantive thing. Death is not the opposite of life, merely the absence of it." The young man holds up a newspaper he takes from the desk of neighbor who has been reading it. "Here is one of the most disgusting tabloids this country hosts, professor. Is there such a thing as immorality?" "Of course there is, now look..." "Wrong again, sir. You see, immorality is merely the absence of morality. Is there such thing as injustice? No. Injustice is the absence of justice. Is there such a thing as evil?" Th e Muslim pauses. "Is n't evil the absence of good?" The professor's face has turned an alarming color. He is so angry he is temporarily speechless. The Muslim continues. "If there is evil in the world, professor, and we all agree there is, then Allah, if he exists, must be accomplishing a work through the agency of evil. What is that work, Allah is accomplishing? The Quran tells us it is to see if each one of us will, of our own free will, choose good over evil." The professor bridles. "As a philosophical scientist, I don't view this matter as having anything to do with any choice; as a realist, I absolutely do not recognize the concept of Allah or any other theological factor as being part of the world equation because Allah is not observable." "I would have thought that the absence of Allah's moral code in this world is probably one of the most observable phenomena going," the Muslim replies. "Newspapers make billions of dollars reporting it every week! Tell me, professo r. Do you teach your stu dents that they evolved from a monkey?" "If you are referring to the natural evolutionary process, young man, yes, of course I do." "Have you ever observed evolution with your own eyes, sir?" The professor makes a sucking sound with his teeth and gives his student a silent, stony stare. "Professor. Since no-one has ever observed the process of evolution at work and cannot even prove that this process is an ongoing endeavor, are you not teaching your opinion, sir? Are you now not a scientist, but a priest?" "I'll overlook your impudence in the light of our philosophical discussion. Now, have you quite finished?" the professor hisses. "So you don't accept Allah's moral code to do what is righteous?" "I believe in what is - that's science!" "Ahh! SCIENCE!" the student's face splits into a grin. "Sir, you rightly state that science is the study of observed phenomena. Science too is a premise which is flawed..." SCIENCE IS FLAWED..?" the professor splutters The class is in uproar. The Muslim remains standing until the commotion has subsided. "To continue the point you were making earlier to the other student, may I give you an example of what I mean?" The professor wisely keeps silent. The Muslim looks around the room. "Is there anyone in the class who has ever seen the professor's brain?" The class breaks out in laughter. The Muslim points towards his elderly, crumbling tutor. "Is there anyone here who has ever heard the professor's brain, felt the professor's brain, touched or smelt the professor's brain?" No one appears to have done so. The Muslim shakes his head sadly. "It appears no-one here has had any sensory perception of the professor's brain whatsoever. Well, according to the rules of empirical, stable, demonstrable protocol, science, I DECLARE that the professor has no brain."The class is in chaos. The Muslim sits... Because that is what a chair is for.


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- So Stupid

So stupid of me to make her cry to sleep AGAIN. I would like to apologise for what i've said. Sorry my dear..


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Tuesday, July 19 - my life again..

alhamdulillah, passed all my term test. knew could do better if i studied properly for chapter 1!

anyway, term break came n went in a blink. were climbing on most days, working on friday, sentosa on sat, bbq on sat too and chalet on sun. wasnt home most of the time. was tired, of cos.

like i said, i was working on friday. my job is to create awareness about the programmes and exhibitions thats gonna be held at singapore historic museum at clarke quay by dressing up as singapore icon/identities and lining up in a queue under the hot sun. motive?? singaporeans likes to queue. n thats very true. there was once an auntie, joined the back of the q and asked.. "q for wat ah??"
among the q were the courtesy lion(one of my best brothers), me and another guy as coke collectors, 2 fake miss singapore, 2 fake miss chinatown, 2 raffles hotel doorman, some tourists, some tourists, a trishaw rider and a merlion statue. its quite an ez job for me coz i juz gotta wear a coke tshirt n a coke cap, standing uner the sun. some of the girls they looks gd too.. yummy.. 2 more days of work left, wed 5-9 n sat 12-7 .. $$$$$kaching$$$$$

i need to apply my PDL, but i'm too lazy to go to cdc.

THINGS TO DO
Apply PDL
Send handphone for repair
Clear my four drawers
Get a WinXP OS CD
Work to get money
Get started with PowerED Project
Train for ClimbOn! and Rock On!
Thats it for now


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Thursday, July 14 -

was bloghopping n was reading xiu's last entry. made me pause and think of the times i spent in the rock gym. and at the wall thruout my poly life. i guess, my life progression developed among the climbers.
yeap, this was the last time we had a proper gathering/meeting. m the date was 26th january 2005!!
 the first time we went to sentosa, 3rd June 2003
 in the rock gym
winners at rockeast. look at the row of cups we got there!!
the team back then
our new bags
yeap.. those are some memories, beautiful ones. thanks peeps for making these 3 yrs of my life a wonderful one.

my batch
black maad and noor= my best buddies since we stepped out of ngee ann
saad= the only malay girl in my batch, the one that i cared most
xiu= the lazy girl, but very chirpy.
zib= a big brother to me. always showing me gd example, in climbing and in life issues
sufi= great gay buddy
cumshot= my mate since primary school! great guy to hang out wif. great photography and drawing skills.

yeap.. this are the angels..
we were trained by tien chye, then another guy i forgot who, then margaret and garick then finally norman and rozihan. we took level 2 twice, not becaused we failed, but becoz TC ran away.
then there were habibie days. eating together feeling wholesome. those were the days.

gotta stop here for now.


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Sunday, July 10 - back from absence

+yawns+

halo ppl.. yah i know.. i've not been updating.. not because i'm lazy. its juz dat my comp was infected in virus and doesnt allow me to log onto the net. so i got to format my comp n install windows back. was halfway installing xp pro when it says that the cd is corrupted.DAMN. took some time before i received xp home edition from liz. however there were still problems but i did manage to counter all problems eventually.

its 12am n i juz woke up coz i teraccidentally slept while lying down msging her.. i dunno y i was too tired. sort of helped out at level one in the morning till late afternun in skul, then bouldered a bit in the gym before heading to century sq for a late lunch.

life has been great lately. especially for the past 2 months or so. thanks her for that. not forgetting them, the climbers. been really spending time with these great bunch of ppl, in the gym, at the wall and at breadboard. termtest was difficult, 40 marks gone coz i did a mistake at the beginning. juz hope i pass it though. shud thanked mus, rufi n caca for pushing me to study. thanks guys.

went to work ashley's company as marshal for their amazing race. me, fazli, ahmad, nadia and syafiq were stationed in arab street. me n nad were located at the malay heritage centre. teams that arrive to our station are supposed to learn some beats and played the kompang. no wonder theres not much chinese percussionists, u shud c how stupid they r.. hehhe..

haiz.. been low in cash, too many outputs w/o any input. time to save money. theres barely a hundred bucks in my bank, that bad.


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Sunday, June 26 - what the heck??

if u cancel ur plans this evening juz to sit in front of the tv to watch channel 5 at seven pm, i would like to say sorry coz the producers were lying.

dats not the right biography of mine. the story i told the producers is so different from whats happening in the movie. there were no mary jane, juz a girl by the name of rufi. there were no flying in the air, juz plenty of dynos. n yes i use a lot of chalk because i got sweaty palms. i never use glasses all my life, so dat was a exagerating.

they promised to film the school in scene in tp, where i studied, but end up its some kind of cock schools wif too many white ppl.


theres a lot more to it actually. i'm juz too pissed to talk bout this.
-till my next entry ..


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Thursday, June 23 -




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Wednesday, June 22 -

woke up at 2pm today. compiled all the late nights from the last few weeks and slept like nobody's biznes 2dae. and i'm still sleepy rite now. might be going for climb later in the evening. depends on my wrists capability.

rocka was a success. though they were plenty of loop holes, it went on well in the end. tp got second in the overall school champion and we got 2nd n 3rd in the mixed speed team. at the end of it, everyone was a winner.

hope that the future generation could continue to relive rocka.


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Thursday, June 16 - its already thursday!

juz dat day i update. n its oreadi thursday. thats how fast time past by. been working at the GrandSazers show on tues n wed, covering for some ppl. lame show, with front seats costing $47 and its only a 45mins show! yeah. so its juz very little skul and work n dats it. nuthing more. boring aint it?

if only


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Monday, June 13 - back for a while

yeap.. i'm bac.. for juz a while.

juz came back from going out since there is no training. no training coz the wall and the gym is naked. no tiles. rocka so far has been great. minimum cockup so far. overnight in skul on friday and saturday. sleepless nights. kinda hard to sleep coz the floor is hard!! well.. i was kinda all over the place during rocka, doing a bit of almost everthing.. kinda tiring but i do feel satisfied.

hhmm.. i'm starting to enjoy my skul days thanks to the company i got. got the same lec wif taufiq and wak, tha'har and mariam..

anyway, azmi or black or romz, had gone in to serve the country last tues. he had been a great fren of mine since sec 1. that skinny dark skin guy, all ways have craps and more craps coming out of his mouth. my biggest opponent in climbing when we first started. been wanting to beat him in comps but nvr got the opportunity to do so. the best so far was us tied to the same placing wif juz one bonus in 2003 Pumpfest. i was on top of him though coz i got lesser attempts. haha. anyway fren. take care aight. i noe u r not gonna read this.. but juz wanna thank ya for being a fren.

next is yan and bukit. they r going in 2moro.. 14 june.. both police. start being close frens with then in my 3rd yr of my poly life. started to study with them late at night early in the morning together with mus. i would be stilol struggling wif some of my subjs if none of this guy had not pushed me to study for the exams. been great having them as my fren. thanks guys.

3 gone. nxt will be maad n noor. i wonder when will i get my enlistment letter..


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Tuesday, June 7 - absence?

pumpfest sucks for sure.

me suck too.


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Sunday, May 29 - school

fers week of school is over.. 13-14 more to go..

had sporting culture on tues wed n thurs. was there almost all the way coz i hv very few lessons. then friday and yesterday had climbing clinic. response wasnt that gd compared to past yrs.. then yesterday after clinic went down to camper's corner coz some of the new juniors are getting madrock shoes selling at $60.. yeap u read it rite..$60!!! was so tempted to grab a pair but i barely have $30 in my bank.. haiz.. wat a waste.. theres 30% sale too on most of the items in there.. after that, bought food from long john silver and kfc/pizzahut/taco bell and ate at esplanade. went off early coz promised the customs at hm dat i wont be coming hm late. reached hm 10.50..

woke up juz now and then a bit of laundry n slacked till 4. then slept till 6 n then here i am typing away as i view an oil tanker sail past pasir ris ..


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Friday, May 27 - my mistake

i misintepret ur blog. i c dat u highlighted that paragraph. n i remembered u saying that the post was partly was for me. so i thought u wanna end it and respect ur mums advice. i accept it. but i'll WAIT FOR U. n so i thought i should let go of you for a moment. that will be very akward when we meet coz we cant be together anymore, but inside us, we knew dat we love each other. i cant remembered wat u said bout sumthing dat u say u shud stop doing that, n so i thought, we shud start calling other 'dear' 'ayang' or 'baby' anymore coz that will only make us love each other more. i'm sorry that i made u cry. i cried too when u put down the phone. i'm human with feelings too. mayb i was stupid to say it that soon and now i've regret doing that. hope u forgive me and accept me back. i thought from ur post, we were supposed to go separate ways, but it was not, COME BACK TO ME. MSG ME AT NIGHT N ACCEPT MY CALLS..


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Thursday, May 26 - been missing

i'm back!

back in singapore
back in school..

haiz.. skul's so empty!!

yeah peeps.. i'm back from kl.. were there from friday till monday. met sufi in tamp den his dad sent us to woodlands interchange. as usual, sufi was late, n dat made nyssa mad. took bus to woodlands checkpoint. when we drop from the bus, nyssa realised that her phone is missing. she insisted that me sufi n ashley go fers n she will follow the second batch. well, we r not that kind of ppl.. we dun leave frens bhind.. so we took the cab n rushed to the interchange. den i ran to the bench we sat coz nyssa cant run. i asked a makcik.. "cik. .ader nampak hp tak pat sini?" there was no phone. then i tried calling. a guy picked it up n thank god it was the person in the Lost & Found booth. some Irene returned the phone when she saw it lying helplessly on the bench. nyssa got her sony ericsson back n we zoomed back to checkpt immediately. the customs was fast n we got the causeway link express fast too. then took a cab to larkin. once again i ran to platform 11. fuuh.. no driver.. so i waited while the rest grab some snacks n change money. we r lucky.

slept on bus most of the time thruout the journey. checked into our hotel, bintang warisan immediately. our rooms were connected n it was fun.. undescribeable.. we slacked then soon went to sungei wang to hv lunch at Shakey's Pizza. then in the eveining.. mud black n yan arrived from krabi. damn they were horny thruout the trip. had dinner outside n experienced night life over there. came back ard 3 plus 4.. then slacked till the second batch arriveD. xiu chee n bobbin.. so all tohether theres 10 of us!!

nxt 3 days were full of shopping, crapping, shopping, gayism, shopping, sleeping, crapping, gay bonding, shopping, crapping and many more. shopped like a rich asshole.. took many pics.. as usual.. i'm the one that took the pics.. coz some ppl doesnt bother. no not u nyssa.. thank u for providing the camera..

got many pics to show u all.. will upload once i got the mood..

i hate the climbing team. i brought my collection of boulderactive singlets, the orange and the yellow n green WHICH ARE STILL IN THE PLASTIC for them to display at the booth. but then i didnt c it anymore. i dunno whether sumbody kept it for me or SOME FREAK JUZ STOLE IT FROM ME!!! THAT MADE THE REST OF MY DAY YESTERDAY KINDA SOUR. HAD MY FIRST ASCENT ON THE LEFT ROOF LEADING AFTER THREE YEARS, YET I FALLED ON THE AFTER THE LAST CLIP, BEFORE I COULD ANCHOR MY ROPE.. n after climb, during briefing.. a few ppl juz irritate me.. n lastly when i wanna wash up, some ppl didnt return my soap/shower cream.. n its not the first time.. n didnt even bother to return it or sumthing.. i really believe its high time for me to leave the team


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Thursday, May 19 -

will be away from friday till monday. wont be updating the girl of the moment until i come back. will be missing n plz dun miss me but for sure i'll be missing her. love ya.


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Wednesday, May 18 -

yesterday... went to kewalram house to settle some sponsorship stuff.. but heck it.. its not settled yet! then went to tm for a while before going to training.. did badly for the selection for pumpfest. i'm so dissapointed in myself. isit becos i was no prepared mentally??
1st Route : Top
2nd Route : Flash
3rd Route : No Bonus
4th Route : No Bonus
DISSAPOINTING RIGHT!!

went to play soccer with the climbers 2dae.. the turf was wet.. n so are we.. scored a goal. AN OWN GOAL.. haiz.. then played around.. n scored a final goal before they end the game.. climbed a bit after that. set a green route.. faris say its impossible.. so that pushed me to prove him wrong.. n i did.. managed to start.. which is the crux.. n finish it good!! went to join my fam at habibie later.

going for my FTT 2moro.. again.. haiz.. then mayb drop by any camera shop n ask them to hv a look at my canon ixus v3 coz its giving me problems.. haiz.. then will head down to skul for training..

oh ya.. xiu had juz stolen 2 bottles of alcohol from her lab. no. not for drinking of cos.. its 70% concentrated! i'm so gonna die instead of getting drunk. using the alcohol for some white placebo in climbing.. will c how..

yeap dats all for now.. actually deres aint much.. but last wks girl of the moment insisted an update..

till them..
love ya all
n love you more


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Thursday, May 12 -

its 5.15. juz finished another meeting and going home soon. boring day. cannot wake up late coz need to fetch niece from school. slept kinda early yesterday dunno y. mayb coz i didnt sleep the night before. stayed up to watch the chelsea trash man u 3-1 .. hahahaha... at old trafford sumore.. me so happy..
mayb going climbasia this saturday even though my fingers are kinda sore at the moment.but i still suck though.. even though i;ve been climbing for more than 2 yrs oreadi.. think shud stop soon ah.. go concentrate on studies. graduate n go ns. come out get a job. stable then get degree. den get married then start back climbing.. not climb rock or boulder ah.. but climb my wife instead.. kuakuakua.. kk i'm hungry but no one wants to go eat with me. guess i'll go hm instead since mum cook sambal udang. ask her to goreng telur mate lembu den power oreadi. power ranger beb gua bilang lu.
mayb i'm going kl on the nxt wkend with some of the climbers. chee dale xiu nyssa sufi me black mud yan . is dat all? mayb got sumore but i forgot. hmm.. all seniors ah.. guess this will be the last before sum of the guys go ns n'll be gone for a moment.
i need money. seal sports have yet to pay up my pay for the last month. damn them! wahlau idiotic ppl make us burn in the hot sun, make me even darker.. then after 1 month still havent pay. COMPLAIN TO M.O.M. THEN THEY KNOW! KNN!! CHEAT PPL MONEY!!


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Tuesday, May 10 -

the seniors singing
senior guys dancing
the mafias
and their wives
mess with the best => die like the rest
 Mafias from Sec 4E
seniors phds alumnis
one hostess


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- planless day ahead

its 12.36PM now an i'm typing away with nuthing to blog. but i'll blog anyway.

juz had lunch with my bro .. had rice with sardine and telor mate lembu . woke up at 11.. pretty late coz slept a bit late too while waiting for a msg and a call which nvr came. dozed off while in the amidst of waiting.

went to watch Kingdom of Heaven yesterday before going for training. accompanied kak noi for lunch before that where we terserempak ila n farhan. the movie was great! oldschool fighting scenes and plots are great. great thinking director.

after a long time, yan came back to coach us. had wall training for after so so so ultra long. well.. as expected.. i sucked!! hahaha.. yeah i truely suck in difficulty climbing. sumthings were missing during the training yesterday. black mud nyssa and yan. n norman too. and yah i dun really like wall training coz it always end late. confimr go hm kena scold. like yesterday.

two weeks left, n i shall continue my life being a poly student. waking up in the morning to attend tutorial classes, boring lectures and lab sessions. and ending the day meeting people at the finishing tile.

its still raining heavily outside. been raining since i woke up. t


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Monday, May 9 - a new week

a new week finally arrives and hopes it will be a fruitful one.

wanna wish lizdah from ifc a happy 22th bdae. hope u hv a bright future and gd luck for ur future endeavours. its been great knowing u and thanks for all the sisterly advices that u gave. take good care of ur oldself and nvr look back. juz remember that things dat happens yesterdays shapes today, n it'll will in a way or another makes u a stronger person. (by the way liz was last week's girl of the moment)

meeting on thursday.
medical checkup on wednesday.
climb everyday i hope.

school starting soon and i've yet to really enjoy my holidays coz I GOT NO MONEY!!!


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Friday, May 6 -

yesterday's farewell dinner was great. but deep inside. it's juz another day for me. thanks climbers for making it a wonderful evening.

yesterday i came after work. n i was very tired. during the pageant thingy, i almost fell asleep. my mind body was too shaggd. muz be the sun n the rain dat dried them out. the food was simple.. love the fishballs. drink was great. atmosphere was superb. i got chocolate for my gift. noor got my gift.

life suck.i'm in a mess.tak tentu arah. 3 days seems like 3 yrs. when??


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Tuesday, May 3 - many days no climb oreadi

hello people

boring boring boring.. haiz..
went to town on saturday to meet up wif black nyssa and muthu. talked bout some technical stuff. then after that went home.
sunday stayed at hm n rot.
today was almost the same except that went out to cgh to visit my kazen for a while. he got beaten up in camp.

this wk is gonna be a bz one.
i will be burnt by the sun again on wed n thurs. working as element specialist again. 2moro mayb climb in skul in the evening.friday shud go rest. i want to go out wif her on sat but i might end up in climbasia instead.

ppl.. if u noticed.. theres a new column there.. girl of the moment. if any of u girls wants ur pic to be there, beep me aight.

to her.
i really want to be with you. if down the road, u meet somebody, n if u wanna go, juz tell me. it'll hurt but its best to c u happy. sumtime, to love sumone is to let go of her. anyway.. i miss talking to u on the phone, feels like its been a long time since we had a long talk. i'm waiting to hear from u.. coz u know y? u complete me!

haiz.. emo..

deep inside, i got sumthing inside me that tells me to stop climbing. dunno y but its been there for quite some time. juz dat i've been trying to ignore it. i cant crimp and i cant pinch. useless!

i'm out of cash now. really out. still hv yet to receive my pay.

i wanna go out, come home late, not feeling tired, den talk on the phone till the next morning. den sleep till late afternun, then go skul to climb, go hm talk to her again before sleeping. can i?doubt so!

overall, i hate my life. i'm sort of endangering her life getting closer to her. hurting myself when i climb. wasting time on msn when i'm home and wasting everyones life. fuck!


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Friday, April 29 - Alhamdulillah

Alhamdulillah. I cleared this sem.

Juz checked my supp paper result and it turned out good. i passed my Circuit & Control Systems. Got to thank yanDuta for his book n dexter's notes. thank bukit for companying me study at the void deck till 5 am! thank zahira and rufihaza for the pushing me to study. they cared so much for me. if only i could return their kindness.

so..
nxt sem, will juz be one subject for me. one elective. haiz.. wat a waste of time. i think i shud get a job so dat i can at least start saving for my after-NS-life. haiz.. cant believe dat i'm still in tp when noor muhd and black is out. hope to c them often..

Seal Sports called us again to work on the 4th n 5th. Me White Kam Li Ahmad. from wat they say, they received good feedback from the previous school.. so they want us back. still have yet to receive the previous pay.


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Monday, April 25 - i can't blog at home

greetings

its 3.40pm and i'm here in skuls library typing away. cant blog at hm coz my pc is down while the laptop has plenty of bugs everywhere. i'm not able to enter hotmail,yahoo mail, blogger and a couple of others.

well.. climbing had been great for last wk. climbed on monday tuesday wednesday thursday and saturday. went to climb at climbasia wif fir,rufi,man,white,saad,bin.hatta n some other national were there too. after climbing till abt 8plus, head down to city hall to have taco bell for dinner. but it was closing so we tapau and ate at the esplanade park. well.. its better i guess. the company and the scenery. the night and the ambience.. saad-rufi-xiu-me-man-fir-hatta. had our dinner and headed hm. hatta took the bus while xiu n rufi took the other train.

supp was not so bad afterall. hope i could pass it so that i could slack nect sem.

gtg,, meeting starting soon. take care peeps.
n i love u!


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Friday, April 22 -



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Thursday, April 21 -

its 1.16 now.

i'm in my room, using my sis' laptop coz my pc is down. the cpu beeps everytime i switch it on. this laptop is having problems too.

slept late yesteday, at 5 to be exact. no, not berjiwang, watched soccer match, arsenal making a trip to stamforb bridge. it was a goaless draw afte 94 minutes.

i'm so bored and so restless. my back is still aching from the nite study. my wrists are getting worse, n so are my stamina. haiz..

when is everything gonna be fine again. dunno y, things had been fluactuating gd n bad tremendously. i'm in no control. i wan be the director of my life, but it turns out dat i'm juz another main actor.

i'm not going to krabi, neither i'm going to kl. gotta juz rot in singapore for the nxt 30 days. wat can i do? work?climb?study?slack?DIE?climb?climb?

i wan to go shopping, but i got no money. i want to buy more shoes. saw a nice pair at KOMTAR. $60. might consider.

might be going to climbasia on sat. anyone wanna follow?


joop hangs on the sloper at 1:15 PM
 
 

Wednesday, April 20 - i can't do anything

finally, my supp is over. i got a feeling i can pass UNLESS got many careless mistakes ah. thx bukit for studying wif me under my voideck till 5.30 am , yan for his cktcs book complete wif dexter pang's weapons and bukit's dad for the 4 tins of redbull. bukit forces me to smoke but i resist. knn want me to become smoker like him.

was in the same room as ahmad, he having his INSCE supp. he took an hr and i took a little more time than him.

had lunch at chang cheng. the chicken rice was fabulous.

i received not so gd news after my paper. but i respect her decisions. shall wait coz i love her to bits.

*off to training*


joop hangs on the sloper at 2:54 PM
 
 

Tuesday, April 19 -

i'm so pissed off with my sis coz she's the one that doesn't allow me to go Krabi. Juz because its NATURAL climbing, risk very high and wat ever cock. doesn't know bout how Dan Osman died anyhow say. wrong but still donwan to admit.

my supp is 2moro at 9.30 . losing interest to study suddently thx to the stupid reasons my sis had.

didnt get to c her 2dae. missing her since yesterday.

sabo-ed white 2dae. ahmayat plucked some or rather a lot of fibreglass from the rock wall. closed the shutter and we cornered white. he thought he was gonna be stripped so he curled himself up. hahaah.. we pulled his shorts and start spreading fibreglass in his butt crack and all over his body. i took a long allen key it poke his asshole. he was itching all the way.

fazli was lucky to escape. but it wont be for long. his bdae is coming too.. on the 30th.

i'm really pissed off now. aint got any mood to study. fuck


joop hangs on the sloper at 8:56 PM
 
 

Sunday, April 17 -

dis shit is happening for the third for me since i stepped in poly. ONCE EVERY YEAR.

fers was with noor. but got to know bout it after the whole thing has ended.
next was wif fazli. we r students by day, climbers by night, brothers all the way long. it may pinch a bit at that time. but c now, we r tight! aren't we li?
now is wif another fren of mine. i dunno wats his situation now, but i juz wanna hope for the best for ourselves. i know this matter wont affect our frenship dat much. anyway i doubt he reads my blog. she does not too.

isit a curse? no i dun think so. mayb juz a challenge, in the process of turning to a man i guess. woo.. man.. wat a big word dat is.

m i coward or wat?

every nite before i picked up the handset to dial 91******, i tell myself, THE RIGHT TIME WILL COME, BUT U WONT REALISE. JUZ SAY IT. THAT COULD BE THE TIME. YOU HAVE TO TELL HER THAT U R FALLING FOR HER, EVEN THOUGH ITS DANGEROUS. VERY DANGEROUS. U DOWAN TO LOSE HER DO U? DONT B SCARED OF REJECTION. REJECTION WILL MAKE U A BETTER PERSON. REMEMBER F? WAT BOUT S? EVEN AFTER THOSE PAINFUL WORDS, "DON'T LIKE ME ANYMORE", U R NOW BEST FRENS WITH THEM. I KNOE U CAN DO IT. JUZ FACE IT BEFORE U LOSE IT JOOP. TRUST ME. ITS WORTH THE COURAGE!

haiz.. i think she knows i like her, but shes either avoiding it or waiting for me to tell her directly.

like sand through the hour glass. so are the days of our lives


joop hangs on the sloper at 3:18 PM
 
 

Saturday, April 16 - the sun burn me

its been a pretty ugly week for me..

worked at seal sports being a element specialist on wed n thurs with white fazli kam and ahmad and we had fun.. hahaha.it was super tiring n hot, the sun was hanging juz above us thruout the day.
then on wed got to go to skul after work coz need to pass rufi her hdd, nadiah her vcd and meet the tech department for a short meeting. ended up climbing. oh wat a day. got hm n slept till morning.

had usual training on monday, but it didnt end dat gd. inspite of the sadness, she was alongside me to console me. but i felt guilty at the end coz i made her cry too. woke up in the wee hours and we consoled each other. I AM FALLING FOR HER.

sorry guys but my entry is jumping all over, coz theres too much to say but dunno how to say.

my nights are empty no more, thx to her! hehehe.. glad that i met her. if i only i had met her earlier..
but now dat i'm close to her, i juz need to tell her how i feel towards her. been gathering courage, but seems that its not enuf. i gotta wait..

sumtimes, to love sumone is to let her go if dats wat that makes her smile.


my posts are scattered. sorry bout that.

time to study for my supp.. its on wed n i hv not touched a single thing.. yikes.


joop hangs on the sloper at 1:54 PM
 
 

Sunday, April 10 -

i sucked todae. i dunno y but my bouldering really sucked.

when to climbasia with ruFIza and yan juz now. its their first visit for them. white zib joined later. fiq n the nyp ppl was there b4 us..

i sucked. my wrists' getting worse. my top left half of my back hurt at every move of my head.

bz wk ahead. remedial, work, meetings n trainings.

n i wanna watch BeCool.


joop hangs on the sloper at 10:48 PM
 
 

Saturday, April 9 -



joop hangs on the sloper at 12:27 AM
 
 

Friday, April 8 -

Examination Results
Student : 0201634C JUFFRI B JUMAAT
Academic Year : 2004/2005, December Semester
Course : DIPLOMA IN ELECTRONICS
CODE SUBJECT CU Grade

ECT2001 Circuits and Control Systems 5 F
EDS3003 Digital Systems Design 5 A
EEE3001 Advanced Electronics 5 C
EMC3002 Embedded Control and Applications 5 D+
EQE3X02 Quality Engineering 4 B
ESE3003 Software Engineering 5 D
GNE1001 National Education (NE) 1 Pass


Total Credit Units earned to-date : 133 cu

Cumulative Grade Point Average obtained to-date : 2.04

Academic Status: PERMITTED TO TAKE THE SUPPLEMENTARY EXAMINATION / ASSESSMENT.


joop hangs on the sloper at 6:25 PM
 
 

Wednesday, April 6 -

had a bad dream yesterday. :(

got my results. passed my hardest paper.. cktcs.
BUT
i failed my best subject, dsd. i was terrified coz i knew dsd's supp is super difficult.

LUCKILY THAT WAS JUZ A DREAM


joop hangs on the sloper at 12:00 PM
 
 

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