name
` juffri jumaat
treasures
` his LIFE
` his timbuk2 bag
` his nokia n70
` his white lacoste
` his v10
` his girlfriend
crap
` empty wallet
` opponents
` challenges
Sunday, April 17 -
dis shit is happening for the third for me since i stepped in poly. ONCE EVERY YEAR.
fers was with noor. but got to know bout it after the whole thing has ended.
next was wif fazli. we r students by day, climbers by night, brothers all the way long. it may pinch a bit at that time. but c now, we r tight! aren't we li?
now is wif another fren of mine. i dunno wats his situation now, but i juz wanna hope for the best for ourselves. i know this matter wont affect our frenship dat much. anyway i doubt he reads my blog. she does not too.
isit a curse? no i dun think so. mayb juz a challenge, in the process of turning to a man i guess. woo.. man.. wat a big word dat is.
m i coward or wat?
every nite before i picked up the handset to dial 91******, i tell myself, THE RIGHT TIME WILL COME, BUT U WONT REALISE. JUZ SAY IT. THAT COULD BE THE TIME. YOU HAVE TO TELL HER THAT U R FALLING FOR HER, EVEN THOUGH ITS DANGEROUS. VERY DANGEROUS. U DOWAN TO LOSE HER DO U? DONT B SCARED OF REJECTION. REJECTION WILL MAKE U A BETTER PERSON. REMEMBER F? WAT BOUT S? EVEN AFTER THOSE PAINFUL WORDS, "DON'T LIKE ME ANYMORE", U R NOW BEST FRENS WITH THEM. I KNOE U CAN DO IT. JUZ FACE IT BEFORE U LOSE IT JOOP. TRUST ME. ITS WORTH THE COURAGE!
haiz.. i think she knows i like her, but shes either avoiding it or waiting for me to tell her directly.
like sand through the hour glass. so are the days of our lives
joop hangs on the sloper at 3:18 pm