name
` juffri jumaat
treasures
` his LIFE
` his timbuk2 bag
` his nokia n70
` his white lacoste
` his v10
` his girlfriend
crap
` empty wallet
` opponents
` challenges
Tuesday, May 3 -
many days no climb oreadi
hello people
boring boring boring.. haiz..
went to town on saturday to meet up wif black nyssa and muthu. talked bout some technical stuff. then after that went home.
sunday stayed at hm n rot.
today was almost the same except that went out to cgh to visit my kazen for a while. he got beaten up in camp.
this wk is gonna be a bz one.
i will be burnt by the sun again on wed n thurs. working as element specialist again. 2moro mayb climb in skul in the evening.friday shud go rest. i want to go out wif her on sat but i might end up in climbasia instead.
ppl.. if u noticed.. theres a new column there.. girl of the moment. if any of u girls wants ur pic to be there, beep me aight.
to her.
i really want to be with you. if down the road, u meet somebody, n if u wanna go, juz tell me. it'll hurt but its best to c u happy. sumtime, to love sumone is to let go of her. anyway.. i miss talking to u on the phone, feels like its been a long time since we had a long talk. i'm waiting to hear from u.. coz u know y? u complete me!
haiz.. emo..
deep inside, i got sumthing inside me that tells me to stop climbing. dunno y but its been there for quite some time. juz dat i've been trying to ignore it. i cant crimp and i cant pinch. useless!
i'm out of cash now. really out. still hv yet to receive my pay.
i wanna go out, come home late, not feeling tired, den talk on the phone till the next morning. den sleep till late afternun, then go skul to climb, go hm talk to her again before sleeping. can i?doubt so!
overall, i hate my life. i'm sort of endangering her life getting closer to her. hurting myself when i climb. wasting time on msn when i'm home and wasting everyones life. fuck!
joop hangs on the sloper at 12:42 am